Tuesday, January 26, 2010 5:36 AM

♥hey people spam all euu wan .... this kinda things i'm imuse alrdy there is smth hurts miie all ... i'm useless i cant protect euu all i'm sorrie

Saturday, January 23, 2010 9:03 AM

♥my heart is tearing my brain damaging....its bleeding like it never bleed before...pain is all i feel ...day by day i would break down and i will nvr feel anything at all ...

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 9:00 AM

♥i just realised that i mean nth to myself and maybe to others also ? ....need pain to help miie out ...really need it ...now that i surrender i maybe not be that happy nowadays i'm sorry people if i made euu angry or ignored euu i'm sorrie ...just hope that god take miie with him or help miie ? so that i wont make others upset or angry with miie ??just hope things will go fine ....which unlikely to be ....haiix ....

Friday, January 15, 2010 7:20 AM

♥i suddenly think that i'm a useless person that makes people upset angry ?? lost all my hope in myself ? never had this kinda feeling before ...dad and mum are aware of it but they seems to look clueless to cheer miie up ? my friends are caring for me but it will bw gone soon ? idk wad to do ? there is just that much of question in my mind right now?? feeling sad ,helpless ,or even hopeless i should say ? when can i decide wad kinda life i wanna live ? just hope that i wont cry ? or even just die off ? to not make people angry or even sad and stuffs ? its just came so sudden that me myself cant accept the fact.... why is it like that ?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why??why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why?? why ?? why?? why?? why??

Wednesday, January 13, 2010 6:23 AM

♥haiix just heard smth from my parents and felt dam sad or extremely sad i guess ? haiix why ? i junt dunno who pls dun be bother to ask miie wad happen unless euu are very very very very close to miie which i think not much ?? haiix totally feel helpless now just want to maybe cry ? hopefully i wont ? just hope that wad they say its not true although it may turn out good but i would rather stay in my current position as in stress but i have friends that really care for me and they are aways there when i need them and i can say i really love them and i need them ! haiix no mood to continue bye T_T

i wish somebody can help me

Friday, January 1, 2010 5:32 AM

♥arhh!!! dam angry with my parents larh ... they keep saying that i everyday go out ...never go their shop and help out in the first place am i suppose to go help in the first place ? wads ur worker for ? am i ur child or am i ur slave ? not happy only say say say then do euu ever think why i keep going out ?? the reason is i dun like to be alone at home ...i dun dare to tell euu that i went for work cuz euu will tell miie do euu even need to work ? we never give euu enough money ?? why is it that euu 2 cannot understand miie more both are euu are my dad and mum leh... euu try putting in urself in my shoes and stay home all day ? i go band euu all also complain i go out also complain when can euu 2 just let miie go ? and not scold miie i know euu 2 care for miie but if i'm gonna stay at home everyday i tell euu i will go crazy trust miie i need my friends i need my pals can euu 2 just be more understanding ? do euu know how sad am i to get scolding from euu ? although i'm somehow in the wrong in ur eyes ? cuz euu 2 DUN UNDERSTAND MIIE AT ALL ...wad happen ? euu 2 had never scolded miie like that before why ? why ? just hope that euu will understand miie ...>


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