Friday, April 30, 2010 9:16 AM

♥today was ss paper and to miie i cfm can pass larh but distinction is a bit impossible ...after school went to the band room to slack had lunch and went hougang point with chinmei,clement,kenny,huiching,gigi and yee ching ...went there for abt 20 minutes and went back to school...guess wad i only took less than 5 minutes to reach school as i ran like i never run before ... stress ... moodless ...dun wanna spoil people's mood....after lesson went to band room didn't wanna go out with yee ching chin mei they all cuz i'm afraid i will spoil their mood ...i'm sorrie wasted their time waiting for miie..

(ow am i ur friends anymore ? euu scolded miie and apologise to miie do euu even know how hurting for a friend to get this kinda scolding?? i know its my fault but caan euu put it in a nicer way rather than scold miie cb fuck and stuffs ?? my heart is tore in many pieces alrdy and here euu are using a chopper to chop it into smaller pieces ?? now that i'm tired seriously tired...)

(as for euu i'm sorrie that i didn't help euu and left euu into this kinda problems that euu are afraid to be in school everyday ...i've failed to keep my promisses...but i promiss i wont leave euu and will continue to protect euu i promiss euu that i won't give up and
the best i can do its may not be the best that euu need but i promiss euu that i'll try my very best ... euu look happy outside but in ur heart euu are not although euu showed miie happy faces smiles and tell miie to hang on and jiayou but euu urself is unhappy...do euu know when euu dun tell miie ur problems i cannot stop guessing and i will feel that i'm seriously useless .... i'm having sleepless night afraid that euu are unhappy.. but euu just wont tell... nvm bah maybe i'm not a reliable friend i understand ... but i will always be there remember !! saranyhaeyo )

Saturday, April 24, 2010 8:47 AM

♥i'm starting to lose everything in my life ... everything including my friends ... my doors are starting to shut ...how i wish euu can be there ?? euu said euu dun hate miie but i can sense that ..maybe i think too much ?? nvm as long as euu are happy its enough ... how i wish euu and miie can be like last time ..last time we can laugh around play around and much more closer... now euu are drifting away from miie ... i dun blame euu ...my heart really hurts terribly but after all i love euu ... euu are the very first friend that i love so much ?? but nvm its over ?? euu dun need miie ... but i need euu .. how i wish euu can be there to give miie a tight and warm hug , and lend miie ur shoulders to cry on ... i wish ... i love euu ...

Saturday, April 17, 2010 8:58 AM

♥she is my bear bear i love her lots :)



although i look retarded but mrs leong is dam cute right ?? hahax


this guy is my DADDY hahax :)

8:05 AM

♥today was fun but super tiring !!fall in for band at 6.30 ZzZz felt like sleeping the whole day ... have speech day ..performed the hall formation which was my worse formation i ever donw .. as in for miie only ..the steps is quite easy but i did quite a few mistakes ?? after that ran home to get my camera and pants .. had nasi-lemak for lunch not very nice but still can eat la ...after that did formation once and went up to the hall ... got promoted and stuffs then went to do formation to show parents but my mum didn't go cuz she last min say wanna go then i said no ?? hahax sadded .. but nvm my new daddy was there guess who??AMMY YEO hahax !! today he has officially became my new daddy !! hahax :) after that had refreshment photo taking ...wa take picture with mrs leong was dam fun !!! at first just wanted to take a normal picture and move on to take others but then she keep wanting people that help us take to take at high angle so that she wont look so fat ? lols fat means fat mah i've alrdy accpeted the fact that i'm fat !! hahax but i love that man hahas :) she is a nice teacher she rawks :)after that go around taking picture with a lot people until i cant name everyone but the most memorable one was the one i took with daddy and mrs leong ? hahax :) after band slacked outside band room wait for my new group leaders to finish their meeting and go play pool but end up we went their separately ... =.= had a lot of fun there!! went home at 9.45 ...bought chicken fillet for my mama to cook :) dam nice can ..and now i'm bloggin :) gonna stand down for exams until 14 may and that will be Gigi's favourite day !! gonna prerpare man !! :) she will be suprised for sure but wad are we gonna do ? its a mystery !! hahax till her toodles enjoy the pictures one top ^^

Friday, April 9, 2010 8:46 AM

♥i'm scared for tml although everything is fine or should i say almost perfect ...

Friday, April 2, 2010 7:41 AM

♥today went for sectional outing and had a lot of fun but at the same time feel very miserable cuz i'm sick not to spoil anything so went to play but keep coughing ...at first the plan was to watch movie but then no ticket ...all sold out then planned to go ice skating took cab there ... not very ex .. ice skate gigi fell down until like dunno wad lorh she fall down like more than 10 times raf fell like once or twice then eric fell once kin seng fell once but overall was quite fun especially the last part we like crazy larh we like hold on the person in front derh shoulder then first person somehow run dam fun but failed quite a lot of times first failure was gigi she fell then kin seng also fell i almost fell but landed on kin seng then stood up heng nvr fall ...after that cabbed back to plaza sing ate at kopittiam then train and cabbed home ... reached home fever came along too ... tml i'm going to try my best !! but dk can make it or not temperature now is like 38.9 @.@...though out this few days a lot of thoughts seems to come to my mind ... am i a important friend to my friends or am i just a friend that is not important ?? sometimes i really wonder ...
i need a friend that is reliable and caring ? who will be one ? how i hope i can find this friend soon ? i think i'm just dreaming ... can i wake up soon ??