Friday, April 30, 2010 9:16 AM

♥today was ss paper and to miie i cfm can pass larh but distinction is a bit impossible ...after school went to the band room to slack had lunch and went hougang point with chinmei,clement,kenny,huiching,gigi and yee ching ...went there for abt 20 minutes and went back to school...guess wad i only took less than 5 minutes to reach school as i ran like i never run before ... stress ... moodless ...dun wanna spoil people's mood....after lesson went to band room didn't wanna go out with yee ching chin mei they all cuz i'm afraid i will spoil their mood ...i'm sorrie wasted their time waiting for miie..

(ow am i ur friends anymore ? euu scolded miie and apologise to miie do euu even know how hurting for a friend to get this kinda scolding?? i know its my fault but caan euu put it in a nicer way rather than scold miie cb fuck and stuffs ?? my heart is tore in many pieces alrdy and here euu are using a chopper to chop it into smaller pieces ?? now that i'm tired seriously tired...)

(as for euu i'm sorrie that i didn't help euu and left euu into this kinda problems that euu are afraid to be in school everyday ...i've failed to keep my promisses...but i promiss i wont leave euu and will continue to protect euu i promiss euu that i won't give up and
the best i can do its may not be the best that euu need but i promiss euu that i'll try my very best ... euu look happy outside but in ur heart euu are not although euu showed miie happy faces smiles and tell miie to hang on and jiayou but euu urself is unhappy...do euu know when euu dun tell miie ur problems i cannot stop guessing and i will feel that i'm seriously useless .... i'm having sleepless night afraid that euu are unhappy.. but euu just wont tell... nvm bah maybe i'm not a reliable friend i understand ... but i will always be there remember !! saranyhaeyo )